Damn.

Trying to show a bit a strength lately.

Never really had to work for anything but damnit I'm fighting all my old habits on this one.

This is something I can't do without on any level so time is all I have to fix this.

I haven't been the man I should have been because i started taking things for granted.

She's worth 3 times what I've given so I jus need to man up.

Its jus rough fighting an uphill battle.

Fuck Yea.

Got a car.

In my name.

It's fast ;p

Coming to a friend near you.

WoooooooW.

Shiiit.

Hes got a ways to go before hes near what Eminem did in his earlier days.

But shit Eminem is for them Persians and Cortez Chuck wearin white boys now.

I guess it's Asher's time to shine

Hm.

I definetly don't understand where some think I can't do without them. I have been doing for myself wayyyy more than anybodies simple dollars have equaled a simple solution. I hate talking about my feelings so those who think I need you for "Emotional Support", you actually have urself confused with the annoyances in my life. I don't need a single muther fucking person in my life. Its funny how people may think you need them when it was you who helped them get where they are? When noone else would help you out who would come get you? If I had an extra 20 bucks who would tag you along for the ride wit no worries. Who helped you wit girl problems? Who helped you get that job you won't stop talking about? I choose to hold my peace about helping others for you often sound like a fucking idiot when you tell someone they need you, clearly they survived just fine before you came along. I could honestly cut every fucking person out of my life and get over it. Please take this seriously and don't bother me about it. I'm tired of all of you and if I haven't made it clear yet then my apologies, it will happen soon.