I'm Gone.

I've moved out and i feel like I'm actually doing something grown. Like for once. I'm livin wit Tim so shits bout to get hectic and my life is already bout to change for the better come monday when we start makin that uber cheddar. But eh thats all for now.

I Have No Family

My mother after calling me a string of names from ghetto trash; to a thief and or a liar.  Told me she hopes I understand what it feels like too have no-one.  Ha O how wrong she is.  I've known for years.  I never knew what the feelings of a cousin was. I guess it wasn't enough for her to alienate my grandparents so they associate her choices with me. But she also had to step out my life.  Damn I guess its really true now if i say, I have no family.

I Haven't Slept In 37 Hours

At this moment i feel delirious for i don't think I'm sleepy.  Yet yawning every 5 seconds and rubbing my eyes keeps ensuing.  Being sleepless makes you depressed and its weird. Like i have nothing to be sad about? Well maybe gettin chopped and screwed a bit but who hasn't had that shit happen ya know.  I feel all philosophical like i smoked a joint yet not on the upper part jus on the ok this shit is wearing off part.  Like I'm sucking on the butt of a cigarette for hours. Not for a fix of nicotine or addiction. But because ain't shit else to do. You probably have no clue what I'm saying right now and thats probably for the best cause if most knew what i truly felt I'd down my friend count to being able to count them all on one hand with 3 fingers.  Shady bitches are the worst for they put words in your mouth and make shit seem a certain way when you've been nothing but good from the get go.  Annoying.  Any who, I've taken 4 tylenol pm's so I'm going to be waking up bout round 330-4.  Sucks cause i had to do some studio work with Marquette. I had so much shit to do today and ended up accomplishing nothing; chasing a false thought that should have never occurred in my brain to begin with because I told myself this is exactly what would happen.  I hate it when I'm good at reading people. This often leads to immediate disappointment.  Its those who slip through my cynical radar that take further time and consideration till they too then eventually disappoint me as well. This one happened literally within a week.  Case closed.

Hater Bitches Marry Hater Niggas & Have Hater Kids

 Been a crazy vacation while my mom was gone.  Can't say there wasn't a day i wasn't gettin into some shit.  Met some and grew close to others.  Its funny how friends click or they don't. Like sharing identical views and having never met each other.  Always refreshing.  Well also been confused and share no harsh feelings just against myself for being dumb in the first place.  Don't know what I'm thinking sometimes truly and why i always have to understand everything to the point.  Like i really can't leave something alone till i get it in my head. Very frustrating. Kinda glad to dig my head back into my regiment of working out and school.  When you start Wild n out kinda hard to pull back and get back into what it is your used to. Eh. I'll make due.

New Joints

Heres Some Songs You Might Be Up On And Might Not.

Yes - Lil Wayne ft. Pharrell

Sky High - The Kickdrums ft Kid Cudi

Rollin Remix - Jackie Chain ft Kid Cudi

Breaktime - Tyga ft. Lil Wayne

Take It Off Remix - GLC

So Good - Day26

These are just my favs but I'll keep postin new ill shit when I deem it worthy.

p.s. 

Stop with acting like you have all the new hip hop or some shit and don't wanna be showin nobody.  That shit don't make you cool jus mainly a dick.

Fuck This.

I'm aggravated. I don't understand why people still take time out of their day to tell me who I am or why I'm this or why I'm that.  I clearly don't give a fuck but people still try to tell me I'm a dick like I'm going to wake up the next morning and all of a sudden find their meek personalities tolerable.  People who play themselves up are the worst.  People who have these super sharp looking claws, but as soon as they get challenged you find out their still just big pussies who learned how to hiss.  There's this dumb ass girl in my class who graduated from ASU somehow. She always corrects the teacher with her nickel and dime comments till finally she caught me rolling my eyes while she spoke. She made a big scene about the fact that I'm not taking her critiques seriously and that I could learn alot from a college grad instead of rolling my eyes.  I then made a statement about how clearly retarded children can not only slip through public school cracks but clearly state college cracks. This as I'm sure you guessed lead to an arguement where she ended up leaving class and everyone looked at me like a dick and said shit like "not cool man" or "geez cut her some slack".  I don't fucking get it? Was i supposed to allow her to ridicule the teacher with her knit-picking comments till I myself blew a gasket or was I not supposed to correct her ignorance of thinking she (the student) knows more than the person she asked to teach her (the professor).  Like she acted all bad and tough, but when I stepped she shrank into this fuckin crybaby and dipped out the room.  I'm sorry but I will not sugar coat anything when it comes to correcting ignorance for clearly your learning on it was already sugar coated enough. Fuck this.

These Niggas Gay.

I don't care if they fucked like 5 fees after shootin this video

I feel the only thing missing in this vid was a make out scene or at least them holdin hands

Go ahead and peep these two buttercups rappin bout each other.

How We Do On The EastCoast

You might not be familiar with smackfest but i used to wake up early to hear em on the radio

I'm sure you'll look up all of em that you can but boy do i miss it lol

Rumor is they stopped em due to the last one bein a fight

These two fools were hillarious so i choose this one

808's & Expiration Dates

I Admit Shit Was Super Jokes Till He Talked Bout Kanye's Mom.

I Mean Damn Guy.

*Busted Out Laughing At 1:20:*

I've Been Driftin

I'ma Be Back On The Blog Tip Cause I've Been M.I.A.

This One Kept Me Mighty Entertained

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