It's out of my hands.

Im really speechless so please excuse the lack of meaning for this post if you don't already know.

I'm in love.

There's no poem I could write,

There's no gift I could give,

There's no word I could say,

That could even touch on the passion I have for this woman.

But I'll be damn sure I never stop trying.

I've Taken A Detour.

I'm finally back on my normal track.

I have spoken on the fact that I tried to give people a chance, you know even change the way I think and such.  

Doesn't Work.

For me to begin liking people would mean people would have to change.  I don't see anything happening in the immediate future so I'm stuck with this fate of being a prick.  I don't care for personal opinions for I have to first care about you.

Clearly you see what I'm trying to say by now.

"Fuck Off"

The people I love and trust are those who have been able to see the lighter side of my humor instead of catching a hurt feeling or two.  

I believe the person I truly am is as introverted as they come.  

I just tend to know what people want.

Sometimes.

Sometimes you feel left in the dark.

Like theres nothing you can do except be there and hope everything is ok?

Isnt that what a mans supposed to do?

I find myself questioning what a true man is supposed to do one specific events but my lack of a father has been a bit of a set back on my learning.

I try my best.

I try to be stern yet loving and sensitive.

I can't make anybody tell me anything.

But i got to admit I hate not knowing.

Holy Shit.

Just when you think you couldn't be happier with that person.

You reach a new level.

Every time you think you cant love someone.

You love them more.

I love her more than anyone could naturally understand.

I still get the butterflies in my stomach i used to get when I would think about dating her.

I always say she isn't of my dreams for my mind couldn't create a love so deep and real.