This will be my final post.

I'm deleting this website, for I have nothing public to say anymore. I don't want you to know what I'm feeling/thinking for anybody can find ways to pick a thought process apart and speak on how they find, "weakness". I no longer want you to know me. I'm taking long strides in the right directions, and it's so weird because it's as if I woke up one day, and everything made sense because of a lesson I often preached, but never knew the true bare meanings of the words I spoke so proudly.

One lesson.

That finally made sense over the 1000's of times I said it within my own head, was that you are alone. If you wait around for someone to come and fix you and help you progress, you are bound to fail. It's almost like social physics. You have to take your own life into your own hands and mold your own future. Now whoever may or may not read this will say duh I always do me, I don't need nobody and blah blah. That is merely a self inflated version of yourself because the day you have no man/woman, and no friends; is the day you wallow in your own misery and play the pity game till someone comes and saves you. So cut the shit. We all talk it, but now I'm about it. Far beyond retail wages and Jc classes. I feel as if I've transcended all my previous distractions to the point of me even saying shit I've thought for years. I don't care anymore, and I can actually say I really fucking mean it. There has been so many lies and deceit pouring from me and my friends and my woman; I'm over it. I won't be apart of it, so in part, I am no longer a part of them. It'll take a while for people to choke down that rough bit of information, but I think that was my first step in realizing through unfazed eyes, how big of a set back it all was. People think you don't know shit when you're really too appalled to actually check it all as immediately as it happens. You hang around people who wait for their "Big Break", and you yourself will be stuck in the lethargic state of non-movement. In real life, the early bird gets the worm so you can catch me up at 6 to get to school, followed by my internship. I know what I want to do, I have the means to do it, I was just stuck with people who weren't in the same boat so I never truly realized all the resources III possessed.

Basically, this is a big "Fuck You" letter. In the most literal of senses.

I'm Back.

I got shit to say.

Viral Joy

Personally, I think there were quite a few better songs off that mixtape to do a track but shit still makes me smile cause they have such honest fun and don't take shit all serious about ballin out for 3 min on camera *Cough Birdman Cough Cough*

The Cool Kids - New Music - More Music Videos

Since were on the subject of dynamic duos I expect all of you to be fully versed in the Insomniak playbook. Ha. They been round the block for a cool minute but this is just a small peak at the raw potential these cats have. Still bump their mixtapes to this day

Illecism freestylin; Nicotine beatboxin.

"I was a savage before Macho randy was wrestlin/ Just imagine an african version of Marshal Mathers/ X you out by adding rappers, thats remedial mathematics/ This means you faggots average, yet my flow is meaner than average/"

Hot damn.

Well now that i have so much time on my hands..

Ventilation.

The Metro

Fuck me if I don't hate the bus. Well I don't hate it but it's certainly a dysfunctional relationship we share. I never choose to ride the bus because if things are going well then that's what cars and ridiculous gas prices are for; but if I want a homeless man so close, that I can count his dreadlocked nose hairs, the 750 all the way. I don't understand why bus drivers still allow these people on the bus, clearly they are just cheating in a hobo race cause they have to true place to go and now only have a purpose to burn their cat piss ammonia smell into the masses' noses. The only other problem I really have with the bus is the old gremlin, chunty looking mexicans who frequent every single bus. They love me and it's disgusting. I've had my tattoo groped more times than I'd like to admit to, most times claiming it looked like "Hena" but why in the fuck would you try to wipe it off if it was. Jesus why couldn't the bus be filled with other teens with flimsy cash flows who respected general personal space and hygiene laws.

The Secret

If I've ever heard a bigger crock of shit than the secret I think my head would explode. To fully despise this, you must understand them.

If you put your good thoughts & energy into the universe, what you want will come to be. For example, Joan got a job interview but she's been to dozens of these in the past. After accepting the "Secret" into her life she learned to put her good energy into the universe and her wishes came to be. She's now employed at the job of her dreams and working her way well up the corporate ladder.

You really can sell anything to America anything these days huh? Take two seconds and remove your dick shaped brain from your own anus and realize these fuckers are selling you confidence. Literally. No bells and whistles, or cosmic dust floating to the rescue of your pathetic life; Confidence. If you walk into an interview with good thoughts and energy, other people will pick up on your Confidence and feel all the better about giving you the job. Confidence breeds success, not the secret. If a handicapped kid really thought hard and put it into the universe for a fully functioning spinal cord, 98% of life says that kids shit out of luck.

I'm sorry Im so lazy.

For all the time I've wasted heres one EPIC post of Hilarious pictures.