I Haven't Slept In 37 Hours

At this moment i feel delirious for i don't think I'm sleepy.  Yet yawning every 5 seconds and rubbing my eyes keeps ensuing.  Being sleepless makes you depressed and its weird. Like i have nothing to be sad about? Well maybe gettin chopped and screwed a bit but who hasn't had that shit happen ya know.  I feel all philosophical like i smoked a joint yet not on the upper part jus on the ok this shit is wearing off part.  Like I'm sucking on the butt of a cigarette for hours. Not for a fix of nicotine or addiction. But because ain't shit else to do. You probably have no clue what I'm saying right now and thats probably for the best cause if most knew what i truly felt I'd down my friend count to being able to count them all on one hand with 3 fingers.  Shady bitches are the worst for they put words in your mouth and make shit seem a certain way when you've been nothing but good from the get go.  Annoying.  Any who, I've taken 4 tylenol pm's so I'm going to be waking up bout round 330-4.  Sucks cause i had to do some studio work with Marquette. I had so much shit to do today and ended up accomplishing nothing; chasing a false thought that should have never occurred in my brain to begin with because I told myself this is exactly what would happen.  I hate it when I'm good at reading people. This often leads to immediate disappointment.  Its those who slip through my cynical radar that take further time and consideration till they too then eventually disappoint me as well. This one happened literally within a week.  Case closed.