These past few months I can honestly say I've learned a lot about myself.
Shit.
I've learned alot about other people also.
Alot of friends i considered faithful are actually fake.
My best of friends have been the biggest of disappointments.
Truly.
I realize that when I do get back on my feet, which I will, I will no longer do for others as i once did.
I still refuse to get belligerent over simple shit because you need to realize who is going to peak in these next years, *cough*, and who is actually going somewhere in life.
I have sooo much i could go on about in these past few months but I realize a main outlet I've been ignoring is my writing, and bottling things up.
Had a long conversation with my mother and have realized why I've been struggling so hard and why she's been allowing it. You have to do for yourself, because at the end of the day thats all you have. Shes agreed to ease up and take me car shoping for a used car.
I now realize why she had so much in her checking.
Eh, niggas who are jealous when you are up, only seem to gloat about helpin you when you down.
Shits funny cause im stressin so hard but im only 18.
I got my whoole life ahead of me.
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That's the only thing that really fucks withh me when I'm reallyy down, my agee.
Like damn it's this badd && I'm this young?
I'm trying to look at my age as the benefit.
Like ok I'm going through my bullshit now and experimenting with friends who think they hard.
That when I'm older I don't need none of it and even know better
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