Man.

It's difficult to know what to think when you don't even know where they are.

I'm starting to get stomach aches just thinking about where I am, accompanied by fucked up dreams that leave me in cold sweats.

Like how do I get my mental back on straight when all she wanna do is go out and party supposedly.

I've been able to cope but these dreams/nightmares are killin me really cause I wake up feelin like it really happened or sumthin.

So look, fuck it.

All of it.