Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I'm exhausted

My days no longer end when I choose them too and I no longer have the luxury of staying up to the break of dawn because I have way to much shit to do and or think about. On I now have Classes from 8 to bout 1230. Then track 2 to bout 430. Then work from 5 to 7. I'm exhausted after all this to the point of not even wanting to talk.

Sidenote.

My license is being revoked tomorrow morning. As I'm sure most know I got a rediculous speeding ticket along with riding in the shoulder and blah blah dumb I know. Well I have the court date for it tomorrow. My birthday present from my mother is paying off all my fines and bail fees (about 4000 dollars) so I'll be able to start fresh..... again.

I'll be selling my car within the month so if you want a 98 mustang with a 06 engine lemme know cause I'm selling it and buying a motorcycle. I found out my drivers license has nothing to do with my Motorcycle license except for the points on my driving record (6), for insurance. A broker will set me up with insurance for about 225 a month with full coverage and gas is like 3 dollars for 64 miles. (Bout 10 bucks for a car).

Back to the original point.

There's a lot of things I'm suppressing and it is coming out in random bits of rage and frustration. Not some breaking or punching people type shit just almost P.M.S. like mood swings. I need therapy, as much as I hate it. If I can't have therapy, I need to go back to boxing. That worked just the same. One way or another I need to get this shit outa me cause it's slowin me down and I need to be doin it movin. Especially as of late.


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