I'm really starting to feel the effects of the separation between us. The "man" in me says I'm fine but the "real man" you showed me i can be, is really hurting on a different level.
My car didn't start today for the same reason i payed 300 dollars for two weeks ago to fix. This malfunction obviously came when i had to go to work so I then had to walk down to the bottom of the hill and take 3 buses to get to work.
I was 45 min. late.
The bus ride home was freezing.
Not for the cold weather outside but because the bus driver is a freak and had the air conditioner on the whole. way. home.
Pretty sure the guy sitting next to me had to take a mondo shit, because he farted some ungodly farts half the trip.
When I got off the bus i rushed across the street to catch the 645.
That bus drops me off practically in front of my house compared to walking up my mile hill of Don Pio dr.
I ran so fast across the street with a strong stride even, staring at this bus to make sure I'd get to the stop on time..
I ran dead into a fucking light pole
I gashed myself right above my left eyebrow so now I'm visibly bleeding into my left eye, but I'm super determined to catch this bus, so I redouble my sprint and make it to the next stop a block away before the bus.
It's the fucking 245.
I had to walk home from the warner center.
2.6 miles.
I finally get home and take a hot ass shower and wash the blood from my face an aches out of my body. I get out of the shower and wonder why the house is so cold when the heaters on. I walk to a vent to see that for the past 30 min. the house has just had cold air blowing out of the vents.
The heater is broken.
I'm now freezing my nuts off typing this with an ice pack on my face because the only viable outlet for my anger is this puny blog with maybe 10 followers who I don't care if they read it or not because this is for me.
So fuck you too.
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