Choo Chooo

I'm am now becoming disgusted with the population around me. I'm getting confused when I think about how far people will go but shit I guess there will be whores in the world; I mean pornstars get started by getting gang-banged by their friends right? There is nothing so pathetic as a bore who claims attention - and gets it. There are so many different types of distracting people I know but I don't understand how some so lost and confused and..dirty...get such an ability to dampen the surrounding masses. I mean I know people so fucked up they are on Valtrex, and some so cowardly they won't even go get tested. These two types of people played a role in this recent gangbang. This shit grosses me out to a new level I can't understand. People only really have depth on the surface, because deep down inside almost everybody is shallow. Besides this cities nasty, dirt encrusted laundry I'm learning about, everybodies need for some sort of self validation is equally pathetic than their overly egotistical counter parts who bathe in the ignorance of their own words. Where can I breathe in this cluttered, smog filled valley?